I get more paranoid about this dude who cat called me for a while eveyrday. My brain keeps telling me he is porposely sitting near me or my bag and is going to get me. I am not having the best thoughts rn. In better news though, i feel like i am getting more used to CSS ! but i am gonna sart playing w the old blog layout zince i did that for my main page, so why not try to make anither frankenstein page thingy again or whatever

2/24/25

So how do yall like the newer zet up ? I wanted to make it like a notebook, like my old layout i got from g0blinheart, but my own ! kinda . . . I almost got my own bank acc, but it got halted. I'm gonna get my own professional email zoon my mom said ! I hope that will include a personal one too . . . i REALLY wanna join webringz n ztuff ! I care more about thiz then i ever will social media zhe wantz me to have ! >p< (i don't blame her, i zeem more lonely then i rlly am). I alzo need to keep practice driving, probably no licenze till i'm 18.. i did it too late :( But i'm getting better ! I juzt need to be very careful, zince i'm not very comfy w my feet conztantly being over da petalz -_-

In other more exciting newz for yall, i'm playing OMORI for the firzt real time !

2/18/25

Actual 17th aka my real birthday sucked, but the stuff i did for the 16th and i had before were very good <3 I saw Dogman ! Fun and very cute movie, it was werid and kinda odd idea though to combine 4 books in one movie. (1,2,3,7) And it affected the pace of the movie for me, and proably alot of parents too. So uh if that dosen't sound like ur thing, probably isn't. I loved my presents and emily strange cake too ! Oreo ofc XD. I've just been feeling off recently, I don't know why. Mabye dread, mabye tired can't tell I just kinda feel meh rn, but can't update mood on this computer anyway. Just know i'm greatful, for all yall irl and online, and that stupid gif i am still doing. Motivation is low but I still wanna do it !

2/3/25

Birthday month ! But otherwize i'm feeling zo werid ! I can't draw without gettimg fruztrated and i juzt feel like im gonna expolde no other way to say it. My body feelz werid and art not arting. Eh. Butt i had a very intrezting dream 2 me ! I Drea,ed Dandy'z world had a leak on the subreddit, that ozwald was in the game ! But the leak wazn't hiz model, juzt a chat between him and looey, which then, OZWALD AND LOOEY BECAME A POPULAR ZHIP LMAO. Alzo gigi got a zkin and it waz meh. Thiz juzt feelz like my brain wizhpering to tell me to draw crackzhip art, which i did try to atempt.

1/30/25

Got followed by a ztealer + ive been followed by two adult zitez, which makez me uncomfy but i juzt block em zo eh. I'm making a dandyz world oc w my firend when i can, pluz animating and finzhing up projectz 2day. My wizdom teeth hurt zo much growing in wahhhhhhh :c i need 2 actaully put up my 2025 and 2022 art . . . may check back in later but nothin else to zay !

1/28/25

MAN oh MAN i have LOTS to write about ! I had a small little trip and my main present was COMICON? 111? ?11? YAY ! ! (well a way smaller local-ish ig ? comic toy con ! All i know iz lotz of voice actorz r conmin ! ) I'm gonna be a more acssorized ozwald bc why not ? If anyone is also going in may i might zee you ! (just plz don't mention too much) And when i went on my trip i got lots of keychainz and i zaw the koolezt pinkie pie cozplay ever ! They wanted trade kandi/bracletz but i only had two matching w my bezt friend, zo i didn't but they were zo nice ! ! Then we ate at my fav resteraunt of all time, old spegetti factory ! And now, i'm getting my own bank account + mabye my momz phone zo the payment appz work. And if i pazz i'm aloud to drive my grandma'z old car (itz got a cd player !!!! + not too big zo i'm lezz zcared) Otherwize tho, i'm very very ztuffed up, and on my peroid . . . zo thatz blegh. And on sunday my dandyz world runz were hell ! Greifing, people being grozz (ppl wanted to touch me, and kept zaying rodger x toodlez aka her dad), bobette and pebble on floor 6, i couldn't even get to floor 7 w/o ppl or myzlef dying. or having 2 leave for chorez but i got zprout ! My firzt main ! Monday i ztyaed home and i got more rezraech, but thiz on player didn't underztand how zproutz ablity worked and zcreamed at me. But ANYWAY. Overall im sick but doing a little better and happy for the future. (juzt a little zcared, but i am EXTREMLY greatful for absoultly everything !)

1/23/25

Im doing alirght today ! (so far . . .) Thiz year for zome reazon my birthday iz gonna be celebrated thiz weekend (rather than the 17th ??) cuz zomthingz happening that day ig :D But anyway im excited ! ! I wonder what im gonna do ! And i made 2 matching braclet zetz for me an my friend ! Zince zhe dezervez zmth too ! Only bad thing iz i am REALLY ztuffed up, i can only zmell a little and i have a really bad tazte in my mouth az alwayz It suckz ! Why cant i go one seazon without feeling ztuffed up/zickkk(also my grades are shit i gotta do a dumb ai math thing EVERYDAY becuase taht will totally help and not be worthless !/sarc)

1/21/25

How did like two of my predictions already come true man.. (rudie and honstely most of the chrismas toons were hated, and tiktok ban was less tahn 12 hours bruh) Otheriwse im okay, i'm doing a coloring book for my Desgin class ! Spilt between a fandom one and a fully dandys world one being real but idk. Made a page to complain about elsagate content along w the ai one that i wanna put more than avarage work into. Anyway im sleepy, craving potates rn :p BUT THINGS GOT WERID. SOMEONE WATCHED PORN IN CLASS AND KIDS A DIFF CLASS APPEARNTLY STRAIGHT UP DID STUFF ! BLEGH ! really man, why here ??

1/17/25

How do yall like the new layout for mah blog so far ? I know i reuzed a bg from my 2024 art page but i can't help it ! I love the color zcheme ♡ I am gonna eat lucnh in 12 minz, bezidez hunger im doin okay. Nothin big really happenin but i beat Brock now ! :D I'm currently in the cave rn Mabye later i'll zhare all my pokemon iv'e caught but idk :p I am ztill very obzzezzed w Dandyz world tho, zo herez my favz in no order bezidez the firzt !

• Dandy !
• Astro
• Razzle and Dazzle
• Connie
• Tisha
• Cosmo
• Gigi
• Pebble

1/15/25

Lots of upatez 2 pagez today ! I wanna go home but i don't feel like cleaning at ALL. (itz ztill zo mezzy . . . ) I have pokemon and I named my Evevee Aztro, the zecond I catch a zentret it's bein named Oswald ! Doez any1 elze love and hate hyperfixationz ? I'm zo bored of anything that izn't the hyperfix, and i delay tazkz zo i can focuz on it, and i fall behind. But when I'm NOT hyperfixating i feel empty, bored, and straight up depressed. I often start to struggle doing anything when that happenz too ! Balance iz zo annyoying :( I love dumping lore and art to my friendz, but i feel a bit puzhy, zince they uzuzally aren't into what i am. It waz like thiz even when i took medz, zo i dont really have any hope i guezz. Laztly, i hope to make a better layout for thiz blog and my bloglog, thats it. Bye !

1/13/25

So first of all, i must say i wish the best for those who have been effected by the recent fires. I personally am fine, but last mintue evacuating family and freiends just incase was terrifying. I hope those who lost their homes, pets, family, friends, collections/belonings, ect. Can rebulid safely <3 In other news, i am very, very, very hyperfixated on dandys world. i adore this dumb roblox game and i play it far too much i am waiting for astro to appear but HE NEVER does when im rodger. I save so much for this moon and all i get is 60-ish research. Animation going alr, its kinda...fast. and slowing it down makes it choppy, yet i did all the frames the guide had. SO MUCH OF MY SCHOOLS STAFF HAS LEFT ?? My eng teach, vice prince, another teacher im sure, ect. AND MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONTH ? ? anyway, see yall in a bit ! ^_^

12/31/24

Hiya ! long time no see on da blog lol . . . i got sick and im animating ! Its new years here ! (still dec here as well) So heres a list of new yearz thingz !

My small mew years res !

• Animate more gifs
• Watch more shows and movies ! + play more games
• Wear more leather jakcets >:D
• Get mostly A's and B's
• try to use more physical media
• Try to complete lots of website pages !
• Use sunscreen daily [i forget :(]
• use more/draw more public domain charz

i think i set do-able goals this year ! Now my 2025 bingo/predicts, good and bad

12/15/24

HELP kwite mentioned the riddler in his video and i couldnt stop giffling and threw my phone :3 so the hyperfixation is dying down but yeah NO. Otherwords, i am feeling better but still scared of the dude, this has been going on for up to a momth at this point, so i am happy to have finally reported it. I cried so much and got to stay home on friday, so im feeling better but it dosent stop the fear. I got to floor 4-5 on dandyz world, im getting better at that too ! I gotta lock in next week, but otherwose ? only itehr worry is my headphones, im gonna try and talk to my dad about it mabye on monday . . .

12/12/24

I'm being catcalled in class rn, please kill me. This one dude won't shut the fuck up and leave me alone. I hate this school rn let me out!!! i get out early but it's not enough let me go!!!!!!!!!

12/9/24

I'm so scared to tell my parents man. I hate all the noise, i'm transported back to 7th and early 8th grade without my headphones. Marketing is finizhed, zo iz product dezgin. I need to write epic mickey fanfic before finals, and fix my headphones even slightly beofre then or i will die man. After next week its3 weeks of no school though, so i'm gratful

12/8/24

Bad newz, my headphonez broke more 3: Me without myheadphonez iz blozzom without her bow ! i NEED them, the drag race was so damn loud but it waz for my dad, afteral it waz the lazt one before they tear it down :( I got zome ztuff though ! i got pinz and a patch ! ^_^ Zo taht waz good but i'm tired and i have to keep taping my headphonez or confront my dad :(

12/6/24

having . . . an intresting day zo far, my eng teachere iz lettig me write fanfic for my essay and said it gets a bad wrap, so shout out Mr.Smith he iz awsome (he gave us an over the garden wall fanfic to write last time). My maretking project on lalaloopsy is almost done, my favorite part was sneaking memez into it But in other news my friend from lazt year jokez about saying the N word alot. zhez azain, i'm white (with zome mexcian ) But thatz juzt werird bro, i dunno. We don't talk and i know zhe dozent like me and i am ztarting to be de-attached, yeah mabye good i dont hang with them anymore . . . I have the buzy loud carzhow tomorow, not really excited, but i hope find zomthing at leazt, brining my money

12/4/24

tired, watched a little of Nokotan last might, pretty nice idea but the colors/art style isn't my thing really, still the 3D deer get my everytime lmao But really bad news is that my headphones are breaking, really badly too. But they were expensive so i'm holding onto them with literal tape. I'm so worried someone can hear my music ! ! Mabye i can find someone selling the for cheap on ebay/mecari, but very unlikely :( AND I HATTTEEE earphones/airpods/whatever i HATTEEE THEMM ! ! ! It needs to be complelty around my ear, and the small little pods hurt my ears a ton, so absoultly not. Not to mention i haven't told my parents and a swap meet is coming up, so i need them or i'll be in pain. So my dad may kick my ass a little, deserved as it's my fault.

12/2/24

Back to school and i'm so embarssed i can't do anything. I bumped into someone im not on good terms with (i have to see her already once a day in class, but i keep bumping into her and she stares at me, but i feel like im reaching there). And then at lunch i didn't take any (we have to) so i had to go grab it and log up the line becuase i did'nt think. We are using a dumbass ai assistant in math, im too tired for this BS. I long for my weighted blanket and bed, i want to research lalaloopsy's and watch gotham. Then pass out

11/30/24

I'm exhuasted but proud. I'm zuper proud of my recent drawin, and id like to draw more Oswald and mickey in place of vocaloid zongz being honest. No matter how cringe i love mixing my intreztz, itz incredibly fun :3 I took a kinda break from my zite az i did zchool, i zhall keep updatin my graphicz and fix them here i promize, along with my 2022 art page, mabye giving 2023 a zmall rework too ! I apalogize for graphic hoarding butttt eh :p

11/22/24

Thurzday and today have been great zo far ! It bogglez my brain i'm on the special sauce page man. Thatz how many ppl zee my zite ? ! Itz crazy and i love yall for it, thank you for sticking around !<3 zorry if i'm repeating myself alot ^_^' But i've felt more hopeful and happy in genral after going home from school on thrus and being stressed. I'm glad to be happy yet a small part of me creeps up and tells me that i can't be happy for long without somthing horrible happening. I mean, ethier way for now, fuck it wii ball. I will pozt more art when i can ! I alzo wanna buy finn or tisha in dandy'z world XD

11/19/24

Gotham rots my brain, i tried Dandy's World and it was actaully quite fun ! All i have is Poppy rn though, I made a "Jukebox" ! Iv'e always wanted 2 make one of those things. . . . But of course not to add all the mp3's. So its just youtube for now, in 7th period i started to feel insanely sick, but the second i got to tutoring and dumped about epic mickey i felt better ^_^ I am kinda just going along right now, until break i suppose. I apolgize for the lack of blog updates if you read these, and the lack of songs ! ! I keep forgetting . . . dreadful. Whoops.

11/14/24

Illistrator is so borrrriiinngggg . . . I'm givin up drawing as a full time job honstely. I'm burnt-out and it ruins art 4 me. Otherwise i'm alright. I REALLY need to finish my spainish, sci, and marekting, oh yeah and now desgin. Eh

11/12/24

I'm so eepy zzzzz . . . I HATE DRAWING IN ILLISTRATOR IM SORRY ! THE ADHD PART OF MY BRAIN MAKES THIS TOURTURE ! "Use the pen tool not your hands" How about no. I dunno whats wrong with me, i HATE drawing with a stylus or pen tool, I NEED to draw with my hands or it's uncomfortable and icky >:p Otherwise ive been okay just tired, i plan on eventaully putting my new years resulutions here too. I gotta go work on spainish, see yall !

11/8/24

Remeber to please stay safe, this dumb website is a safespace for lgbt+ and i'm sorry that it seems so bleak. I love all you following and wish you all the best. Please, still inside if youc an till shit dies down, check up on your friends, and do somthing comforting, watch a comfort show or play a comfort game. Just please stay safe. Don't give into what he wants

11/4/24

How r yall ? I'm incrediably sleepy. I barely did any makeup, i am dying from cramps and all i want to do is watch gotham or kwite. I need to clean my humidifer and get a heat pack. Oswald is here at school with me aswell, or some comfort. Ive given up on making BB a puzzle, i am sorry :( I still will do it though ! ! will update more later if i don't combust.

10/25/24

:)

Coztume pic

10/23/24

Sand toy izn't enough i need to rip someone in half. will update later mabye

10/21/24

Sorry adhd said batman and epic mickey today. Otherwise working on project/science + cleaning room, bye for now

10/15/24

if my school makes do one more thing with ai i will combust and die . Why an entire class for social media, ai, and marketing. i hate it hereeee help HELP . Zo dumb, anyway. I wanna sleep for 2 weeks untl halloween. But thats the only postive right now so i shall look forward to it ! Workin on ztuff hopefully . . . alzo yall had a "fall break" ? ? we waitin till thankzgivin (more zo chrizmaz)

10/14/24

Hey, zo i'm tired, my main way to go to zchool or anywhere, my family'z truck haz brakez that are broken. And i have pagez of zcience work to do. I'm zorry the anniverzary iz gonna be late :( For a way more poztitve note, i went to a breast cancer walk for my aunt ! We got zome very nice ztuff from vendorz there. I have zome new fidget/ztim/anxiety toyz to help me. Mozt of mine got lozt so this was nice <3 Ztay ztrong aunt becky ! xoxo

10/11/24

No updatez, changed favicon though, ztill kinda broken(Should be the bunny, not clown nuko anymore)

10/10/24

I am in mah math clazz rn, tired, recurrent chronic sistunits kickin my butt. Im zo ztuffed up, zuckz I plan to do science and home, draw and at least add zome more linkz 2 ONE page . I did really good at the dentist, i've gotten zo much better being clozer 2 home, and having enough motivation, got my brother a little geko stretchy toy, it had the mexican flag on it, but it rubbed off . :( Alzo all my math iz done ! At a B for once Yippie ! !